The ultimate goal is to lose your known self completly, and then realize the real infinite self that is always there. It is sort of going back to home where you started. You are finding your way back. Lot of hurdles will ensue.
All thoughts being saturated with current self need to gradually stop, and leave the mind. The mind must stop doing. Come to blank state. Empty itself of all forms.
There is effort at the beginning to make the U-turn. A lot of effort.
And then there comes a point where effort stops making any difference. Hopelessness arises. A point where further effort takes you nowhere. Where surrendering comes naturally.
It is both destruction and creation. Destroying old self, creating new self.
It can happen at any moment, and its different for everyone.
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